This is dark me. Sad. Depressed. Lonely. Hurt. Broken. Tainted. Tarnished. Me. Attempting to fix me.

Ive found my world and theres only you in it
fell in love in just 1 minute
always and 4ever ill b true
because whats u without me?
whats me without u?

its like night with out its moon
summer without its sun
stopping a flower from blooming when its almost done

its like romeo telling Juliet he just doesn’t care…

so imagine what we would be if we had never met? your one thing in my life i wont regret

your my sun, your my moon shining on me no matter what I’m going through

you make me so happy with just 1 touch…
ask yourself… did u ever think a girl could love you so much?


fun prank: put $1000 in an envelope and mail it to me

Stupid Mutterings


Seriously though, I don’t like being alive and I know nobody actually likes me being around, so I don’t see the point of living anymore.


Not a lot can hurt me…
But when I get hurt…I hurt…bad.
Not a lot of ppl can hurt me…
But when the ppl that can hurt me do…I hurt…bad.
And I hate hurting cuz I’m supposed to always smile…


I haven’t had a reason to smile in a minute…

The urge is so surreal. I’ve been fighting it for months now but now I need it. I need to. I gotta. It’s the only thing that will help ease all this pain.

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Anxiety & Helping Someone Cope. 
I didn’t want to make it overwhelming or too long remember, so I kept it to the main points that benefit me greatly when I’m experiencing an attack.
40 million of Americans alone suffer with anxiety; it’s a horrid feeling when you know someone just wants to help you but you cannot even construct a simple sentence at the time, so please share this in hope that it benefits even just 1 person. Muchos love. 

to add, some people don’t want to admit they’re having an attack while going through it or are trying to distract themselves and not focus on it, so it’s nice if you just act casual and not all overly concerned or panicky over that person, that can just make them feel even worse

it always helps me feel better when someone just kinda chats casually to me, not acknowledging my anxiety and being patient if im slow to respond or barely respond at the moment

(i tend to say ‘yeah im okay/fine/whatever’ if someone asks me ‘whats wrong’ even if im clearly not okay)

This is good advice